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Update 2/8/23
I don’t do this a lot, or ever. I don’t like speaking candidly about my life.I want to say thank you to those of you who have followed me and read some of the stories I turn out.I’ve been going through a trying period of my life, and it’s becoming increasingly hard to get my…
Keep reading4th and Marshall
4:03 pm: The traffic light turns red, the crosswalk sign lights, and the crowd mills across the street. 4:04 pm: The crosswalk begins to empty, but for one man. 4:05 pm: John Doe has wrapped a tourniquet around his right arm and doused it with kerosene. 4:06 pm: As traffic resumes, John Doe sets the…
Keep readingUpdate 4/24
So it’s time for a little check-in. I’ve decided this might be a thing to do every now and then, every other month, probably unless I’ve got big news. I’m not big into divulging my personal life, not because I’m that private; I’m just not that interesting, I think, but I’d like to keep anyone…
Keep readingPride or The Lack Thereof
A small warning before consuming. This journal or essay or whatever suits the classification best contains what I can only assume is semi if not rather offensive takes on the LGBT+. If you read the entirety of it, you’ll see that’s not my aim, but I get that intention only goes so far. As well,…
Keep readingThe Divine Hermaphrodite
It’s easy to claim, I think, for a lot of us, that we’ve felt something deeper while under the influence of a substance. I think many of us have a glimpse of the finer machinery beyond our own valley into the nature of all things, of existence and being. And for the most part, these…
Keep readingFall Update
Okay, let’s lay the cards on the table. It has been a busy and unproductive last few months, and the follow-through with some of my plans has been, let’s say, less than ideal. So, an update is as necessary as all can be. I won’t bore you with the details, but I’ve been doing better…
Keep readingNostalgia, the Death of Progress
I’m probably like you. That’s a bold statement but we’re kind of like each other, having some overlapping mental architecture, shared pasts, and relatable moments. Because of this, we can share inside jokes, whether that is a widely known piece of media or something so obscure that it’s yet to impact meme culture in any…
Keep readingIndividualism: An (edited) Rant
I’ve been online for a long time now. I was a kid online in the early 2000s, and even before that, I was building a cursory knowledge of what a computer could do as a very young child in the late 90s. Looking back, looking now, and looking forward, I see that there are innumerable…
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